I sat atop my mini cooper watching sunset over Badlands National Park. This photo marked the last time when I felt the exhilaration of space and clarity. It’s hard to have real “space” while living with another person. It’s hard to maintain my balance. Days go by so quickly even if I was well paced. I still crave for time alone, to do exactly what I wanted, and give myself all the attention I need. I realized that it’s not the matter of time alone but rather the time to be not concerned with anyone else. Only then can I find answer to questions like what is meaningful and what really touches me.